I pride myself on being a Good Girl.  My Sir tells me I'm a well trained whore.    And I do try to be.  Most of the time, submission comes easily to me.  There are very few things that we do during our play that I dislike.  I crave my beatings.  Titty torture takes me … Continue reading There is no half-way in Dom/sub →

It was almost exactly five years ago. I was freshly out of a sexless marriage. Lonely, horny as hell. Desperate to try out this newly found submissive side. Without a Dom in sight. And then I started talking to this new guy on OKCupid. He was nice looking in his pictures. Aggressively flirtatious in a … Continue reading Five Years and Counting →

The breakup Jenny had been at work 30 minutes before Anna came dragging in.  That in itself was unusual.  Anna occupied the cubicle next to Jenny, and she was ordinarily there well before Jenny came in at 7:30am.  Anna was normally annoyingly perky, every blonde hair on her head in place, outfit perfectly coordinated with … Continue reading Training Anna →

I was married to a man for 20 years. We were happy. I guess. At least at first we were. But there was more than one point at which I strongly suspected he was cheating. The all-nighter with his best friend that one night he dumped over a thousand dollars at a strip club. The … Continue reading Jealousy →

We've been playing in subspace for quite a while. Long enough for me to know how much I love it. I don't always get there. It's not a sure trip. I need to be in certain state of mind. Relaxed, submissive, calm and trusting. I seem to require a blindfold - the lack of visual … Continue reading A trip to subspace →

I was reading a girl's profile the other day on MeWe - "and don't be having a dick pic as your profile pic! No one wants to see that!" Uh, excuse me? Speak for yourself, girl! Do you not realize that is a picture of his absolute favorite thing in the whole wide world? His … Continue reading In defense of dick pics →

I recently watched a video on how to give the perfect blow job. "Remember, lots of eye contact," the hot blonde urged me. "Guys love eye contact! And don't forget the hand action! The perfect blowjob is a combination of mouth and hands," she said with certainty. And I rolled my eyes. If I were … Continue reading The Perfect Blowjob →

We've broken up before. Yeah, crazy, I know. The last time, it took me a while to settle back into my submission. I was angry, for a long time. Ostensibly at him, but really at myself. For being flawed. For being human. For letting my baggage get in my way. This time, it's different. I … Continue reading Another level of trust →

I put his collar back on today. And then I sucked his cock. Actually balls first. Ball, ball, balls, cock. Smelled them too. They still smell like Dom to me. It felt like coming home again. Yeah, I know, everyone thinks I'm nuts. Oh well. Doesn't change anything for me. We've been easing back into … Continue reading Back where I belong →